tahsin hoQue

it's true

2008-09-27T12:38:00.000-07:00

tears are words the heart can't explain

lala

2008-09-27T12:31:00.000-07:00

my cousin is at a JASSON MRAZ concert, so fricken jelous!

2008-09-22T13:42:00.000-07:00

sitting here eating snickers as a nightsnack, in my desperate attempt to pull up my laazy ass out of the computer chair, not working too well. it's classphotos tomorrow, great *sarcasm. oh i just had a suger crash it feels like.

over and out

Kevin Michael feat. Wyclef Jean-It Don't Make Any Difference

2008-09-13T11:00:00.000-07:00

ilove this song, it's about that you can love who ever you want.

i want to be able to express myself in many diffrent languages!

2008-09-07T05:03:00.000-07:00

i don't just know how to speak: bengali, english, swedish ... i also know spanish! in the future i want to learn latin and frensh aswell! well here is a presentation of me in spanish:

Hola, mi nombre es Tahsin Hoque. Yo vivo en Suecia con mi familia. Tengo un hermano pequeño, gran hermano, mamá y papá que me encanta! Soy de la escuela con toda seriedad. ocio, la danza, me encanta! mis amigos son muy maravilloso. en el futuro, yo quiero vivir en españa, por lo tanto, he elegido el idioma español. por qué, yo quiero vivir en españa? jo su mayoría tienen que ver que me encanta Torres haha. Creo que el francés y el latín es hermoso pero el español son los mejores! Describo a mí mismo como feliz y social, pero también soy tímido. Ahora no soy capaz de escribir más, adiós a mis amigos!

don't know if it's correct in grammar, but i've struggled with that text forevah' soo there it is!

i'm all over the place in this posting!

2008-09-05T12:48:00.000-07:00

sitting here and listening to miss independet - ne yo, and hell yeah i'm going to be miss independet when i grow up!

I finished at 10.30am today, and started and 8.50am ... well actually i was going to finish at 14.20. what happend? i'll keep a long story short, we had a fire drill but the firealarm didn't work in every room(including the classroom i was in, i'm too young to die), so according to the swedish law they can't keep us in school in case there's a real fire. Do they really think these things through?

i got my very first grade yesterday and guess what an A(mvg) in maths, so damn happy, i've pleased me and my daaddio!

while i got that, a girl that sits next to me said "you know what, everytime something makes me happy i add one pearl to my necklace" and i said "do you have it with you? can i see" i thought that was and incredbly awesome thing (?) she said " yes, i have it" and i looked at, she's lived for 14 years, and she only had about 4-5 pearls, i was speechless, didn't know if she was kidding or not, didn't even have the guts to ask ... i mean what's the right thing to say? and i couldn't help to think that i'm lucky, so lucky ... that girl (no names used) has trouble with her parents /family. her father is an alcoholist/child abuser, her mother is never home. she often gets panicattacks, when she can't breathe, she's really open about these things aswell, maybe that's because she has no one else to turn to?

i'm happy, i've got a kickass family, i've leard to appreciate things more, ilove everyone around me. i'm so damn lucky, thank god.

quickly!

2008-09-02T12:42:00.000-07:00

i've done my homeworks yay! i'm getting better at this blogging thing or am I ? hah can't write much, daddy is comming home soon, and i'm not kind of speaking to him, so i need to get my things from the living room and get the hell outta' of here. sweet dreams!

you hate, you love ... that's just life.

2008-09-01T10:51:00.000-07:00

well today was well spend with my bestfriends, mayan, sipel and henok ... we talked a lot about different things, and it was a loong time ago we all were together and just talked so it feels great actually ! after school I went home with mayan, she has moved so i helped her packing up and stuff. i seriously fell asleep during lunch. now i'm "studying" , it's going forward but slow and I have so little left, need to cheer on myself. tomorrow we have PE , i hate it! well i'll make the best of it, remember take one day at a time, by the way ramadan started, i'll see if can resist the temptation i have endless love for - food.

back for now...

2008-08-29T13:52:00.000-07:00

I haven't blogged since, what? may? well the summer went by quiet quickly, and don't you ever spend your summer here in Sweden, take me for my word!

8d my class ... half way through, grading for the first time and only two years left with my fellow classmates, and i'm scared ... why? because these past years have gone by so quickly, it feels like we have no time. it's still friday, and i can't sit here and be scared of the future, i'll take each day as they come. my brain thinks of the oddest things and sometimes i get scared because i think like that ... the future, don't worry i'm not a phsyco.

this is how Tahsin works: i'm a pessimist, if you are a pessimist you expect the worst possible thing will happen. if you are an optimist you see the good in things and all that right? to me it's like you're trying to avoid the evil things, not facing reality. you know what that sounds like? the best way to get disapointed. do you get my point? if you're a pessimist you get unbelievable happy if the worst thing never happened, and you won't get so sad if the worst thing does happen, because you were kind of expecting it, now i don't mean you can't be incredbly sad if it happens, i mean mostly i small situations, ofcourse you get let down even if you are a pessimist. while the optimist can get let down easily, and will be soo disapointed if the worst thing does happen.
Just because i'm a pessimist it doesn't mean i'm not happy!
to summer up; don't expect to much of life, life is what you make it!

Into something completly different, or not really but still.
School is going very well, i'm not that shy anymore. i'm doing my best, everyday. i've stuided at least two hours each day, at home that is. i loove one homework we have: swedish - interview with someone in another generation, very excited, starting tomorrow and hand in is on friday. We have an english speech about Obama or Mcain, i've fallowed the american conventiones intensivly these passed days.

Random things as you may see when you've red this posting. Now i feel i've had enough of the computer and the bed is screaming my name! x o

2008-05-02T14:59:00.000-07:00

my dress / tunic i bought for the summer ... me like veryvery much :D !

Summer on it's way

2008-04-30T13:34:00.001-07:00

It's been reallyreally nice weather the two past days but today in the afternoon it rain, I hope it dosen't rain anymore, I hate winter! So now I've waited for a looong time, now gimme summer!

Today started with class meeting, don't know why we have that, such an unesscsry subject, rather have a sleep in! But then we had a social science test, we got to have book and notes, it was a open book test, but it was a five page test! I barely had any time to do the last few question, but as affectiv as i am (a), I manged to do them, and i think it went pretty well...i'll inform you what I got, when i get it back. It was a pretty sunny day, and we had one hour break, so me and Mayan laid on the pingpong tables in the sunny, really nice. The english lesson, was soo funny, a girl in my play-group sang something in japaneese, it was so funny to listen to, and then Dylan, Erik and Henok tired to sing it to, i've never meet such retarted people as them. A pretty good day, and I've got two days break from school, yeey!!

Coca cola - life as it should be

2008-04-26T10:22:00.000-07:00

I have a huge disere to drink coca cola ... so now i'll go out to buy some (:

WHAT MENING DOES YOUR NAME HAVE ?

A: You have a good heart & soul
B: Everyone wants you.
C: You are really silly.
D: You like to drink.
E: Damn good kisser.
F: You are dead sexy.
G: You never let people tell you what to do.
H: You have a very good personality and looks.
I: Mose likly to succed accademicly
J: People adore you.
K: You're wild and crazy.
L: Everyone loves you.
M: Best kisser ever.
N: You can keep secrets.
O: Awesome kisser.
P: You are popular with all types of people.
Q: You are a hypocrite.
R: Fucking crazy.
S: Easy to fall in love with.
T: You're loyal to those you love.
U: You really like to chill.
V: You are not judgemental.
W: You are very broad minded.
X: Your very good at work/school.
Y: Best girlfriend/boyfriend anyone could ever ask for.
Z: Always ready

My name:

T: You're loyal to those you love.
A: You have a good heart & soul
H: You have a very good personality and looks.
S: Easy to fall in love with.
I: Mose likly to succed accademicly
N: You can keep secrets.

I miss school ?

2008-04-24T13:14:00.000-07:00

So, I have a cold. I went to school today but only for one lesson, then i felt reallyreally sick, so I went home, I wasn't suppose to go to school at all today, but I just wanted to get my homeworks, and we have a test next week, *neard*and our teacher was going to go through everything on that test, today! So I asked her what she was going tell the class before I went home, so she kindly give me the paper that we needed, it's an open book test, meaning we get to have fact books and our revision sheets infront of us during the test. Social Sciene has always been one of my favourite subjects, because it's about history and all that!

I got to hear that my cousin is going to be in a commercial, save the children commercial, and i'm really happy for her! Although she might screw up ... but what ever she gets 1000kr !!!

I'm feeling a lot better now, I hope i'll be able to se my cousins on saturday.

Test aren't difficult - study!

2008-04-18T08:45:00.000-07:00

I woke up with an excruciating pain in my stomach! I think it was muscle pain, from doing sit-ups in PE (Physical Education) yesterday! But I managed to make it through the day tough. Today we got back our 50 swedish words quiz, I got 50/50, it wasn't that hard, ofcourse i'm glad, but I mean ... I hardly made any effort to make to get all correct, I couldn't believe those who didn't get all correct, or those who got more then 3-4 incorrects, come on guys it's really not that hard. After every quiz someone always come up to me and say:
- Tahsin, how did you go on the test ?
- I think it went pretty well
- Oh come on! Pretty well!? You always get everything right.
It has been like that since like... well, forever! I need to learn to say: it went excellent. Maybe then they wont ask anymore? I'll try and see. And nooo it's not hard to know everything on a quiz, it's called: spending your spare time on studies!

After school me and my friend Mayan went to the mall ( Farsta Centrum ), it's Linneas birthday party tomorrow so I bought her earings as her present. I was so happy when we went in to H&M and shorts that me and my cousin have wanted since we saw them online...maybe in december - januari... well they had finally come, so i text messaged her right away!

Now i'm going to watch Scrubs on channel 3

xoxo you know you love me.

Some Quotes

2008-04-17T12:28:00.000-07:00

" you can close your eyes for the things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart for the things you don't want to feel. " / English teacher ^^

" Do you have a dream? Good, now believe in it with all of your heart & soul'' / Nathan & Haley Scott (One tree hill)

"It is not exactly cheating, I prefer to consider it creative problem solving." / Darrrin Weinberg

Pretty good day ...

2008-04-15T08:17:00.000-07:00

Today, my day started 08.15 when i woke up to get to school. I sat my alarm at eight o´clock the night before, and in my opinion the worste invention ever is the snooze button, I mean it only gets you late! I finally woke up, and ate cornflakes with milk, then I did the usual ritual - brush my theets and get fix my hair and clothes...and about 9.20 I was ready to go to school, I started at 9.50 ... I had plenty of time. Our first lesson was English which is fun, we're doing plays. Then all hell broke loose! It was time for art lesson !!! My class is one of the classes that can't sit there quietly and do our job, with other words the problem class, or it's only in art it's '' the problem class'', it's not anything wrong with us in art I think, it's her! I like my class ... kinda. Well the art lesson, it was going reallyreally well, then she was taking rolls, I dont' know but our class always gets chatty around ''taking rolls'' because the teaches gives all of the his/her attention to that, believe it or not but she started to cry! She was like: I get so frustrated, when you don't listen, and then her eyes turned all red and tears were falling, maybe not a lot but you could see. And I was thinking: Did she just meet us or what!?

All I could think about was our lunch food, mhh it was panncakes today! We have wish week this week.
Monday ( yesterday ) - Meatballs with mashed potatoes, with browncream sauce and jam ( it was sooo god )
Tuesday ( today ) - Pancakes with jam!
Wednesday ( tomorrow ) - Kebab !
Thursday - Tacobar
Friday - Kentucky fried chicken !

The day went on, and when we finished a ''dude'' in my class, got some idea to kick me? I was reaally maad! After a run around the school, I finally got my revansch think I'll do the same tomorrow. He made me miss two busses! But after a few minutes the next buss came, so no problem. Now I have fifty swedish words too learn for a quiz tomorrow, wish me luck!

Just getting started.

2008-04-14T09:56:00.000-07:00

What should i write about? I suppose i'll start with telling a bit about myself then ...

My name is Tahsin HoQue, I know I'm not to write with a capital Q, but it looks nice. I'm from Bangladesh, or ... my parents are from Bangladesh, I'm born in Sweden and i'm growing up here too. I'm currently in 7th grade, yepp the year with all the drama, and trust me a lot has happend. I'm really starting to realize who my real friends are, and those who never really were. My schools name is;
International English In Enskede (IESE), it's an English school in Sweden! It's quiet good, better then most of the swedish schools around Stockholm. I have a little annoying brother, and then a big brother that i constantly compete with ... i couldn't live with out them, even if we fight sometimes, but then again are there any siblings that doesn't fight? PLEASE WRITE TO ME THEN. I Pretty much have said the most, here are some short facts:

I have/am:

Black hair
Very very dark brown eyes
glasses (partly, not always)
A beautyspot on my left cheek
Pretty short, but growing
Both ears pierced
Trying to look at the positive side of diffcult things
The person who would like to have funny people around me
Nice theets now, I just had to say that ... I used to have braces.

I love:

Ice creaam! ( i have two boyfriends, ben & jerry ^^)
Chocolate
Kebab!
Pizza
One Tree Hill
The hills
F.r.i.e.n.d.s
8 simple rules
Hope & faith
Full house
Scrubs ( atually )
Well, as you can see, food!
Family (specielly my counsins)
Ofcourse my friends